A scant five months ago our final rose was plucked, another month for husking corn, and when the first tomato comes, who knows? The sparrows work their little hearts to death attempting to find nourishment enough. Homeowners shovel, watch their frozen breath, decrying buried cars, then note how tough it is to navigate on greasy roads-- and glare at those with show-off four wheel drive. Shed roofs can barely stand their heavy loads. Some snowblowers are only half alive.
But youngsters five to twelve or maybe more love forts and secret caves and snowball fights. They eye their winter sliding things, deplore those scattered days when spring-like grassy sites emerge to spoil their fun--and pray for news of coming storms to close their school up tight, thus forcing out those blasted homework blues and giving them a reason for delight.
Those silent wheelchairs stalk the quiet hall, some moving slowly, others not at all. Yet every single one contains a face, a wrinkled, careworn soul who’s now a case to study, care for, wash and sometimes groom in private space unlike their former room at home where everything familiar stood around them looking bright and young and good, reminding them of lives they’d mostly had before their limbs grew weak and outlook sad.
Expressions say a lot to clue us in about their thoughts. Some patients even grin and say hello, while others seem to be in still another place that we can’t see. It’s hard to watch this scene, but caring staff look after them with love to help them laugh (sometimes), applying something more than skill and coaxing them to work beyond their will to just once more exceed their state and try an extra day their status to belie.
One morning little kids came in to sing, a simple-sounding, entertaining thing, pre-schoolers all, their scrubbed and shiny faces bent on bringing Christmas cheer to places in our minds not used to innocence. Their songs and gestures lacking all pretense gave little hint that some of them one day might find a waiting wheelchair as their pay. The lyrics weren’t the least bit hard to follow, but some of us then found it tough to swallow.
What special day is almost here? A time to honor those most dear. We look around and note the hate, the wars, dissension and debate to settle squabbles large and small as if they mattered much at all.
We lose perspective and decry our differences, though we could try to see humanity as if we were but one, and doing so prefer an end to suffering of all kinds— each other’s blessed valentines.
I used to fly, bike and farm, along with teaching and counseling. Now I teach only part-time and add regularly to my memoirs, parts of which are fictionalized. Some things have found their way into print as paperbacks or as essays in the Wolf Moon Journal. The Lewistown Sentinel has printed some things too. www.wolfmoonjournal.com